And You Wait...
We sacrifice much for the things we really want.
For this dream of graduate school, I have sacrificed so much-
Sleep, for sure; Money, in fees and tuition; My routine, my friends, my sense of normality, and above all- my relationships.
Men have never been my forte, but this graduate school pursuit, with all its intrinsic uncertainty, has made the men in my life cut and run, act out, and budding relationships never even start to flower. It's hard to experience when people don't support you.
And right now, I wait, for the acceptances and the rejections. For the "next." It's almost like holding your breath- it is holding your breath. I am suspended.
I am hoping it's all worth it, in the end. It probably will be. But with nothing else to do but wait...
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singdammit) wrote,
